07 pain

Ava Della Sanchez Pov:

I woke up as my sight was blurry, it was long before my vision become clear, I look around the whole place as the event of yesterday flooded my mind, I sighed I don't think I can forget what happened yesterday, I thought I was going to die in the hands of the man I love, how can love be so cruel? I look at myself to see I'm on the floor, I wasn't surprised, what was I expecting? After he nearly raped me to death, my hands are no longer tied but I had marks all over my body. He must have tossed me aside like garbage after having his fill but what do I do? I love him and that's what matters. I just hope that one day he will realize that everything I did till now was for his good.

I wanted to stand up, but my whole body was on fire like every inch of me has been broken but I have no other choice as I manage to hold onto the bed, but that wasn't for long as fall back on the floor, I need to go see a doctor, or else I won't be able to walk. I decided to crawl. It was a sight not good but I had no choice, I managed to crawl to where I arranged my cloth as I took out my towel, and wrapped it around my body. I crawled towards the bathroom as I mixed my bath, ensuring that the water was warm, I held onto the bathtub as I managed to stand up. Though my legs were shaking, I care less as I ignored the heart-wrenching pain and entered the bathtub.

Immediately I dip myself into the warm water, I opened my leg wide as it touched my vagina, a wave of calmness washed through me as I relaxed back on the bathtub allowing myself to heal. I stayed there as I reminisce on everything. I don't know how long I can take in all this maltreatment. But I'm willing to keep going just for the love I have for him. I think about my parents. They would never allow this to happen if they had known.

I stayed in the bathtub till I finally felt better. I slowly rinsed my body as I came out, wrapped the towel around my body, and stepped out of the bathtub. I sigh in relief as my Vagina area finally feels a lot better. At least I can walk a little right now. I walk out of the bathroom as I walk into our room. I saw the bedsheet still stained in my blood, I sighed and folded it up as I walked towards the washing machine and shove it in and pressed the button.

I walked back into the room and dried my body with another towel after which I applied my body cream. I settled for a loose-fitting pink gown which covered my knees, I combed my already dried hair which I dried with the hair blower, after which I packed it into a ponytail. I took two capsules of pain relief from the drugs I took along with me, and gulped them down with a glass of water.

I went to the dressing mirror and sat down, looking at my whole body. I know I look a lot better from what I look like when I woke up. I applied a little bit of makeup so I don't want to look like what I'm passing through. My body is full of red marks, especially my cheeks which are full of his handprint. The ringing of my cell phone distracted my thought and I picked it up from the dressing table to see it was my mom. I cleared my throat trying to sound good and picked up the phone.

"Hello mom"

"Darling how're you and Nick?"

"We're doing fine mom and you and dad?"

I ask sweetly trying to sound convincing enough

"We're are fine darling"

"Alright mom"

"Baby you sound off what's wrong?"

" Nothing mom, I need to attend to something see you later bye muaa" I rushed and hung up the phone suddenly feeling bad for what I did but I had no choice. I know my mom if I never did that she will continue to bombard me with questions till I spout nonsense.

I sighed and dropped my phone, I look around I haven't seen Nickolaus since I woke up, I wonder where he could be, I thought standing up from the dressing table as I walk to the washing machine and take out the bedsheet, I rinse it as I squeeze it after before walking to the spreading room and spread it out. I walk into our room as I take out a new bed sheet from the drawer and spread it on the bed. In the room after which I cleaned it. It's already ten in the morning and I'm starving. Looking around the whole room one more time I decided to go downstairs to look for Nickolaus. I Know he Will be hungry by now.

Taking one more glance at the room I started walking downstairs, I halted on my steps when I heard laughter from the living room and if I'm not mistaken one belongs to Nickolaus and the other belongs to a female getting curious about who it is this early morning, I hasten my steps as I made my way downstairs not minding the hell of pain I'm feeling in between my legs but my heart is doing a marathon race right now to notice that.

I finally made it downstairs and the sight before me nearly tore my heart into pieces before me is Nickolaus cuddled up with Sherly on the living room couch as they romance each other like what they did on our wedding night isn't enough. I tried my best to blink back my tears as they acted like I wasn't visible I trail their eyes to what they were watching on his laptop as I walk closer to them,

"What!!!!!" I gasp, right before them is the video of how Nickolaus tortured me in bed.

"Nooooo!!!!" I screamed and rushed upstairs but Nickolaus suddenly grabbed my hair roughly from behind.