I held my stomach when I felt the pain again. My breathing increased because I thought I was going to run out of air in my chest. "Engineer Mergus, Ms. is feeling really bad. Ann," I heard my secretary say from outside my room. Is he here again? "Where is she? I want to talk to her.” I slowly got up and leaned on the headboard of my bed. I closed my eyes tightly because my stomach hurt more. I took a deep breath and wiped the sweat from my forehead, I was still sweating even though it was cold inside. "Engineer Mergus..." The door opened loudly and I just waited for him to enter. "May Ann..." he uttered my name emphatically and I looked up at him. "What are you doing here?" I asked him coldly. Instead of answering me, he asked me, "How much do you hate your brother?" "What do you mean?" "Your sister is in the hospital and she needs a donor. You know your sister is sick and she was rushed to the hospital but you still stay here as if nothing happened? You are so angry with your sister and you didn't even go to see her?!” he shouted at me. I only felt worse because of the way he showed my anger. "Engineer Mergus..." I signaled Ruthy to go out first. He hesitated because he knew my situation. He did nothing but follow me. "Go to the hospital right now and save your sister, May Ann!" he shouted at me again. My jaw dropped. He is forcing me to go to the hospital just to save the girl he loves? And my brother? Even though I am hurt by what he showed me today, I will not follow him and I will not go to the hospital just to be a donor for my younger brother. "I don't want to," I said emphatically and his jaw tightened. He stepped closer to me and I bravely met his cold eyes. "What do you want? Do I still have to kneel in front of you just, so you can come with me to the hospital now and save Arveliah?” he asked. I wanted to smile at what he said. Is he really ready to kneel to me so that I agree to what he wants? “I am only human, Engineer Mergus. I'm not God so I can save my brother," I said without emotion. "It's just you... Your brother's only hope is you. Only you can save him. Your blood is compatible so you can also be his bone marrow donor... Help him... Put aside your jealousy and anger towards him... I'm the one begging you..." he pleaded and he did what he wanted to happen. Without a doubt he knelt down in front of me so I felt a pain in my chest. They are right, you will do anything even if your pride is stepped on. You don't care as long as the issue is the safety of the person you love. But even if I love him... Even if I love Mergus, I will not follow him. I will not give him what he wants. "No. I'm not mad at my sister and that's not the reason,” I said weakly and held my womb. "May Ann..." "I can be his donor because once... I donated blood to him once when we were young but... But I can't help him right now. I'm sorry..." I said and avoided looking at him. "That's how you are... what a selfish person... You're a liar, that your anger is not the reason why you don't want to save Arveliah. You want her gone... You want her to never...get better... It's because of me, isn't it?” he asked me mockingly and I looked back at him. "No. No one wants to lose their only sister, Engineer. But now...I can't help her. You will not be blessed by me," I promised and he stood up from his kneeling position. "Save Arveliah... That's what I'm asking you... I'll do... I'll do everything you want... If it's my heart in exchange, I'll give it..." "I thought too... I thought I got that from you. But I was wrong. If it's not really for me, if it's not meant for me, just don't. We'll still suffer in the end and be hurt more... We can't force something that's not for me, that wasn't given to the two of us...” I thought I had won his heart because I could feel his gradual fall. It started with him taking care of me and appreciating me but... I only experienced that temporarily. "Of all the people in this world... You... you are the only one I know who is so selfish and doesn't care about people, even if they are close to you. You..." It's okay to be selfish, because of the two most important people to me, I'll choose the one who I know won't leave me in the end. That I know...he can love me as much as I love him. I will not sacrifice him just because the man I love and my brother want. I will stand up for my selfishness. "I'll ask you, Engineer... If two people... both are important to you... You would choose one of them, similar to our situation... Who would you choose? The first person you loved, appreciated and gave color to your dark world or the second person that you yourself are the reason why he came to this world and gave him life?" I asked him meaningfully which stopped him. He couldn't speak immediately and just crossed his eyebrows. I thought he wasn't going to answer anymore but...what he answered hurt my heart so much. "The person I first met and appreciated is still heavier," he answered seriously. I nodded and couldn't stop my tears from falling. "In your answer. You could lose her and you will regret it forever... But... my answer is still no. Just find a compatible person to be my sister's donor." "We don't have enough time, May Ann," he coldly promised. "Mergus, I will not sacrifice him just for my brother. Yes, I am a selfish person but the time will come when you will understand me too." “No... I will never understand you. I'll be back... I'll be back here and if you don't change your mind there's nothing you can do. I'll drag you to the hospital myself," he threatened as he walked out. I closed my eyes and let the tears fall down my cheeks. "Miss Ann, are you okay?" Ruthy asked me worriedly. "P-Just get me some water, Ruthy..." I said. He quickly followed me. He poured water into the glass on my bedside table and then gave it to me. “How are you feeling? Don't you feel anything at all?” he asked. Everyone close to me turned their backs on me but not Ruthy. He still stayed by my side. I caressed my womb and smiled. "Fine... My baby and I are fine. She's brave, Ruthy. She is still fighting and she will not leave me in this situation. So...will I be able to sacrifice her just for the sake of my sister's safety? H-Will the man I love call me selfish if I follow him? Well, my own...son who hasn't seen the world yet can't I save him?" “Miss Ann...” "It's not like my daughter doesn't have a father, Ruthy. As long as he lives...".
"What is this, Michael?" I asked him when he handed me an invitation card. Of course, I knew what it was, but I wanted to ask him what it was really for. "An invitation card, obviously. There's a big party and you have to go." He rolled his eyes at me, clearly annoyed. At that time, I thought he had a surprise for me and that our relationship would be fixed for the sake of our son, Lenoah, but no. I attended the party only to get hurt deeply. It was their engagement party. At first, I thought Kalezy was joking. I knew Michael was her boyfriend, but seeing it face to face was unbearable. I had a quick breakdown. "W-We still haven't fixed our past problems, Michael. I kept your son from you for two years, and even though it hurt when you let me go, I chose to introduce you to Lenoah as his father. I tried to fix our relationship first, but... I also suffered because you don't want me anymore. I know I wronged you before, Michael. I'm sorry, but you’re going to hurt me like this face to face? Michael, i-is it really over? Don't you love me anymore? Are you really giving up?" "A person's feelings change, Novy, and besides, it's been a long time," he said without emotion. I smiled bitterly. He was right. A person's feelings do change. "I understand. Sorry if I've been too persistent. I'm sorry if I'm still trying to fix our relationship because I'm just thinking about our son," I said softly. "You planned to frame me to get me back, Novy. That's what I hate the most about what you did," he said coldly. "I'm sorry... I-I made a mistake..." I once let Michael go, and it still hurt too much. But I can handle it if I let him go a second time, right? I love Michael very much. But I know him as a different Michael now. The Michael I loved before, the one who valued me, is gone. Another woman owns his heart now, and it's not me anymore. "S-Sorry... I promise you... I won't... I won't bother you anymore. I-I'll just visit Lenoah at your condo—" "We're moving to our new subdivision." I quickly wiped my tears as they dripped one after another and my chest tightened. “In that case, w-we'll just meet outside," I said, sniffing even more. It wasn't just my tears, but also my cold. "I'll give you a schedule." I nodded. "S-Alright, then. I-I'll go now," I said goodbye, and because my knees were getting weak, I almost lost my balance. He quickly grabbed my elbow to support me, but I immediately pulled my hand back. "I'm fine..." I said, raised my hand, and started walking. “Novy...” When I got out of the hotel, I laughed so hard. Even the weather seemed to match my disappointment and sadness. It was raining heavily, and the wind was very cold. My tears poured, and they wouldn't stop. "Novy! Are you insane?” my cousin Devillaine yelled at me when he saw me walking in the rain. "Novy!" “H-Leave me alone, Devi. I-I just want to... get wet in the rain.” "You are really crazy! You know you get a fever easily when you get wet in the rain!” he shouted while pulling my arm, but I struggled. "I told you to let me go!" “Novy...” "N-I'm in pain, Devi... I-I just want... to forget, even for a moment." "Then I'll take you to the bar. I'll get drunk with you if you want. Don't do this, Novy,” he said and just hugged me. I cried on his shoulder. *** The news about their engagement party spread quickly, and even though Michael and Kalezy weren't engaged yet, he always went to the gym where the tennis players practiced. He used to do the same for me. He would watch our practice, and even if it took him an hour, he wouldn't get bored waiting for me. But now... he's watching a different girl. Because I got wet in the rain last night, I had a fever, but I still went in because we had practice. Our competition was coming up again, but when our coach noticed that I wasn't myself, he gave me a break. I was wrapped in my varsity jacket and felt very cold. "Novy! Your boyfriend is looking for you. He's crying because he can't see you!” my tennis player friend told me. Even though I was sick, I still smiled. Because I knew who he was referring to as my boyfriend. It was my son. The net separated us, but that was often the scene between us. He was holding it, so I knelt down to face him. His eyes and nose were red. "Hi. Are you looking for me, babe?” I asked him, and he snorted. “M-Mommy...” "Why is my boyfriend crying?" I asked softly, and he was about to touch both of my cheeks when I avoided it. "Your girlfriend is sick, babe. Kisses, hugs, and touches are not allowed because Mommy's trying not to get you sick." "I just miss my girlfriend," he said and chuckled softly. "I miss you too, my baby." "You're close, Mommy. You will transfer your fever to me, and then I'll transfer it to Daddy." “Oh. You're with your girlfriend's rival again, hmm?” "Mommy..." "I love you, Lenoah. See you next time, babe. I promise, kisses, hugs, and touches will be allowed then. Mommy will be okay too. Do you want to cuddle in bed?" I asked, and even though I wanted to hug him, I couldn't. "I love you too, Mommy. I'll wait for you," he said and gave me a flying kiss. I caught it with a smile and brought it to my chest. He ran to his Daddy. They didn't stay long and left. I saw Kalezy approaching my father and son, and it felt like a knife stabbing me in the chest. "You have a fever, Novy. Why did you come in?” Coach asked, still laughing. "It's practice, Coach," I answered. "Even so, go home, Novy. Get well first," he said and tapped my head. "Okay, Coach," I said, and Kalezy approached me. I knew she would tease me again. "You know, Novy, after our engagement party, we even checked into a hotel. Your ex is really good in bed. He didn't stop claiming me last night, and this morning we did it again. Even now, I still feel the tiredness in my body. But it's okay... I enjoyed it too. We did a few rounds, and we didn't use any protection, so your son might have a sibling soon. I'm excited about our child." Her words were like knives, stabbing my chest again, but I didn't show any emotion. My facial expression remained rigid. I closed my eyes tightly because I felt like my head was going to explode from the pain. "I don't have time to argue with you, Kalezy. Leave me alone." "You're just affected by what I said, Novy. Michael really doesn't love you anymore. Don't worry, I'll still give you an invitation card for our wedding," she said with a smile. "Kalezy, just like your fiancé said, we're done. I don't care about you anymore, so... stop messing with me," I said coldly and then turned away. “Really? You're just hurting, huh? You did everything to get him back. You even used your body, but it had no effect because Michael already loves me." My eyes were blurring, and I felt dizzy as my surroundings swayed. "He's yours, Kalezy. I don't care about something I already trashed," I said, and I knew she was angry with what I said. I felt her push me from behind, and my foot slipped on the stairs. I didn't expect it, so all I knew was that I lost my balance. When I fell, I landed on my right arm, but my palm also hit the ground. I felt intense pain, but that wasn't all. I tumbled down the stairs and hit my head on something hard. I heard loud shouting around me, but gradually my hearing weakened. I'm not sure if I've ever been this scared, but I was terrified. My eyelids grew heavy. A few seconds later, darkness consumed me.
I'm at my new friend Jaelly's house today and I'm sitting on the couch. She left me for a while to get a snack. But there's someone who pulled my skirt. I didn't notice it at first but it kept dragging so I've got it upside down. My eyes widened when I saw her. A little girl who is so pretty, curly hair and greasy eyelashes. Then her eyes were gray, innocent and pure. Her nose is pointed, her cheeks and lips are all red. “Oh, hello. You're such a beautiful kid!” I said astonishingly and out of excitement I picked her up to sit her on my lap. I kissed her on the cheek and hugged her tightly. I felt his head leaning against my chest. She smells so good. I untied to see her reaction and what a cutie! His eyes are closed and it seems he is immediately comfortable with me. “Oh, Dad!” he shouted suddenly and pulled my sleeves again. Her lips, she pointed somewhere. "Dada... Hmm, up Dada," she said. "Are you looking for your Dada? Let's go then," I said and picked him up. I saw the sparkle in his eyes and he smiled sweetly at me. “Mommy?” “Oh, little cutie. I'm not your Mom," I said and she snorted. "Okay..." So obedient. He was not a demanding child and did not even cry. "Are you Jaelly's younger brother? What's your name, sweetie?” I asked her but she didn't reply. When we finally got to the stairs, he let me down so that's what I did. He grabbed my two fingers and pulled me again. I chuckled softly and just let him go. He pointed to the door. "Open," he said. Her voice is naturally soft and gentle. I opened it because he wanted me to do it and I just laughed softly because he pulled me in too. His small hands were pointing at something again, accompanied by his snoring, so I followed that with my eyes. My heart beat even faster when I saw a man lying on a big bed. It doesn't have a top, it's like it's shivering in the cold? The girl got on the bed, I was supporting her so she wouldn't fall and enter the man's blanket. I was worried about what it would do. "Dada... Dada..." the girl called softly. "H-Hon... G-Get out, please... M-My fever is Dada... C-Call your Tita Ly," he said softly, his voice also hoarse but still snuggled up to her side the child. He hugged her left arm and leg. He even kissed her cheek. "Hon..." "Dada, wake up... Mommy is here..." she whispered and glanced at me. Eh? I'm not his Mommy. He just brought me here. Wait... Dada? Is this man her father? Aunt Ly? So, are they father and son? But who is this man then? Jaelly's older brother? “Hon... Go... C-Call your Aunt Ly...” "Mommy is here, Dada... She's here!" he insisted and beckoned to me as if he wanted me to come to him. A-I don't want to! He's just a kid! Even though he's cute, I don't want to follow him because his daddy is the one in bed. Maybe his Mommy will catch me here and wonder why I'm here. "Uhm..." I walked towards the door hoping to leave but he suddenly shouted. "Mommy!" "I'm not your Mom!" I also shouted back at him so the man woke up completely. My eyes widened when I saw his stony body. Because he did get up. He looked at me without emotion. My heartbeat suddenly accelerated when our eyes met. "Who are you?" he asked, his voice cold as ice. "It's my Mommy, Dada... Mommy, come here..." I shook my head. "I-I'm not your Mom..." I said but before I could turn the doorknob, my hair stood on end when someone hugged me from behind. My eyes widened when he suddenly picked me up. I was so shocked that I couldn't even protest. I only realized one thing. I was lying on the bed and he hugged me tightly and the child was still very happy. God! What the hell?! Why is he acting so fast?! Is he a vampire?
"He's your brother. What?" He screamed. What does that mean? "What? Our brother is with us, what else are you talking about?" I said. "He's not your brother because-" he hung up on what he was going to say. "Because of what?" "Because he is my son." He said and started crying. What the hell is she talking about. "Are you out of your mind?" I said annoyed. "What I'm saying is true even if you have to do a DNA TEST on him." He answered. The fuck. We were surprised when Mom and Dad suddenly entered. "Mom, Dad what are you doing here?" I want to ask. "What he said is true, he is really your brother's son and he is not with us now." Mom said and Dad immediately hugged her. "So you've known for a long time?" I said annoyed and they immediately shook their heads. "Sorry we kept it a secret from you." What the hell.
"Sir is already there." Venus immediately approached me to alert me that the manager of the coffee shop where we worked was coming. Venus is my cousin and we are friends. "Is my face okay Mars?" He fixed his messy hair at the same time. I'm telling you, Venus is really dead to our boss. I don't know about that. The perfect figure of the man we were expecting entered from the main entrance. As usual, there was no expression on his face and his big arms, chest and stomach were clinging to his clothes. "Mars, pranks are the trend now, can you try to prank Sir." My cousin whispered while sniffing at the man. "What are you? Prank your face." Who's a fool to play pranks on that? I might be splashed with hot coffee because I'm so angry. "Hurry up, let's just try bro. All right, this way, I'll pay for the groceries and bills in our condo unit and then you won't pay the debt to me anymore." "What are you? I still don't want it, you're the only one who has a crush on you, sir." "Even so, I already have jowakels so we have no hope of that real thing. That's why it's easy to prank hahaha." Venus can be real, it seems like she is not an employee of her jinajudge. "Porke ni prank will become jowa immediately? Alright, alright, I'm willing as long as it's a deal?" I really need money, so Venus' help is a blessing. I want to enroll in the entrance. "Oh, really !" He covered his mouth because of his scream. "I didn't expect you to say yes, but go ahead. Do it like this, it's your prank. You should make the customers believe that you're joking and then pretend he's crazy hehe. I'll make a video." "Game, as long as the conversation is" "Natasha." Remember, he made the first move on both of us. Yes, my boss calls me Natasha. Full of fierceness, I walked in front of him and I really felt that I was acting for money. It's up to us if we get fired, we'll just look for another coffee shop to apply to. I slapped him, not just one but three more. All the customers gasped because of the loudness of my slapping him. My knees softened because sir's face and neck were red for some reason I don't know. Anger or because of the pain he feels? I don't know, maybe both. "How dare you cheat on me?" I screamed loudly as I poked him. “What?” "You don't have the right to explain. I saw it with my two eyes when you kissed your woman!" "yield?" "Are you going to deny your sin until this point? You're a human being. I hit him on the chest at the same time. Shock, the hardness ah. All I could hear around me was whispering and the person in front of me now was a statue. He widened his eyes at me to signal that I stopped my foolishness but I made my acting even more intense. "You said you love me, you said I'm just me. I kept on shouting and asking for help while I punched his back as hard as a rock. "bring medown!" I don't know where this man is taking me but we left the coffee shop and he held me like a light thing that he didn't waste his strength because he only used one hand to hold me. "Let's just talk girl." and he put me inside his.
"You can't wait until life isn't hard anymore before you decide to be happy." Nightbird The cold wind blows against my face as I read this quote. I gently tucked my hair to the side to keep it from blowing away in the wind. I hugged myself and looked at the beautiful sky. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes. This time I'll choose to follow my heart. I've been running away for almost 5 years and now I've decided to be strong enough to face my past, not for me, but for my little ones. I don't know what's waiting for me, but for them I will lay down all the cards that I have. "Mommy" I opened my eyes and saw Octavia, one of my twin children, running towards me. "Hi, there my little pumpkin" I carried him inside the unit because it was too cold on the balcony of our unit. "Is it true? Is it true?" he eagerly asked me while holding both of my cheeks "What is it baby?" I laughed at this question "We're going to your hometown!" she giggled excitedly "Dada Calyx said we're going to the Philippines" Lincoln suddenly came out of the kitchen followed by Calyx I narrowed my eyes at Calyx because she took the lead in telling the kids again. I sat on a long sofa and held my four-year-old twins. Octavia's eyes are full of excitement while Lincoln's face seems he doesn't like the idea. "I think it's time to go back. I let you see where I grow up" I happily said here "We'll be able to see Daddy, Mommy?" Octavia's eyes lit up at her question while Lincoln waited for me to answer. "Hmmm, I'm not sure baby but Mommy will try my best to look for him, okay?" "Okay, Mommy" the twins answered at the same time before planting a kiss on my cheek. "I'm gonna pack my things now" Lincoln got off my lap first. "I'll come brother" Octavia called here Lincoln stopped and waited for his brother. He holds his sister's hand as they go to their room. I smiled as I saw my son's gesture. "Are you really going to find Hugo?" Calyx suddenly asked me Calyx Estrada, the man who never left my side since I gave birth to the twins. He's my closest friend/bodyguard for almost 5 years. "Maybe? Calyx, I'm still hesitating. What if he rejects the twins? I don't think I can. I can't see their hearts being shattered into pieces" "Yeah, that's my worry too" he sighed before looking at me again. "Are you sure about this? Won't you change your mind?" "I'm tired of running away. It's probably safe to go back to the Philippines. There haven't been any movements lately, right? And how can I take care of what Mommy and Daddy left for me if I'm not there? I think this is the best plan" "I'm not comfortable with your decision but I'll stand by your side. I also have something to go back to the Philippines" and he sniffled and tried to suppress his smile "You're just thinking that you're excited. Are you still in love? It's been a while" and poked her side "Do you still love me?" I was stunned when he returned the question to me. Do I still love you? Yes, it's not lost. Still here. Every time I hear or read his name, my heart still skips a beat. He is still the reason for its disappearance. "It doesn't matter" and just shrugged. I've been living here in the States for 5 years now. I was forced to leave the Philippines because of threats to our lives. My parents got involved with the syndicate. They borrowed a huge amount of money and they didn't pay, so they hunted them down and eventually were killed. I am an only child and because I was the only one left, I was the one who was searched for and it was broken news that my parents left me a large sum of money but I can only get it at the age of 26. My uncle and my cousins secured my life and the twins. Calyx help them out. I may not have the father of the twins by my side but the men in my life stood as their father. Now, I'm tired of running away. I want my hiding to end because I also want my children to have a good life. It's not that I always move them to different places because of the fear that the killers of my parents will find us. Once I get the money I will pay off my parents' debt. I don't know if that will be enough, but I am ready to help my relatives to build it. I just really wanted to start a new life without fears and worries, not only for me, but for my beautiful children. I held my son's hands as we walked in NAIA. "Dada Primo" Octavia shouted and ran to my cousin. Brother Boaz and Brother Pierce also got out of the car next. "Dadas" Octavia excitedly kissed the cheek of my male cousins while they stopped her "My son is very soft" I said to them "It's because our Octavia is so cute," O giggled when Brother Primo tickled her a little "Hi L, don't you miss your dadas?" Brother Boaz asked my son "We just video called earlier, Dada" he said rudely My cousins came close to me and hugged me tightly. "That L is an inheritance from the inheritance. He looks like he still has a habit" said brother Primo with a laugh "Let me get my baby boy" said Brother Pierce and picked up Lincoln. My son didn't do anything, he voluntarily hugged brother Pierce's neck and rested his head on his shoulder "It's just jet lag" Brother Boaz commented "Let's go now. I want to see Grandpa Pancho now. I miss him this much" and Octavia opened both arms to show how much she misses my uncle. We laughed and rode to get to Uncle Pancho's mansion I looked outside the windows of the car when a familiar song came out from the radio. 'Cause I wanna love you for good For good or for bad When times get sad And when we fight And I wanna love you for good For good or for bad When you make me mad 'Cause you're the love of my life Sh*t! I closed my eyes as I heard the familiar song. My heart still remembers the man who used to sing this song to me. My heart aches as I remember him. I can feel the tears that are pooling in my eyes. I slowly wiped it using my thumb and just reminisced my past, where everything seemed so perfect.
"You didn't remember your name, little kitten?" the man with hazel eyes asked me that. I was lying on the bed and he was leaning on me so I could clearly see his beautiful features. His face is also close to mine. He had a square face that fit his undercut hair with a mix blonde and black color. His beautiful hazel eyes are so cold and blank. His long pointy nose, and his naturally reddish lips that are partly a bit. He's such a beautiful man but he doesn't have any facial expression, an emotionless guy. However, I can still feel my heart beating fast and his dark aura still gives me shivers. "Answer me, kitten," he complained that his voice was cold as ice but very husky. I close my eyes when I feel his gentle caressing my cheek. I feel an electric voltage coming from his hot palm. I was flattered when I remembered something. He is... This guy looks like... "Xenus..." I uttered his name and for the first time, I could read his emotions, shocked. "How about your name, hmm?" he asked me again. I shook my head because I can't even remember my name. How come that I forgot the most important things in my life? My name...and a blank memories... “You are Cashren Jhed Lindbergh, the beloved wife of Xenus Maicodel Levanna-Lindbergh. My kitten, you just woke up today after the comatose state. Welcome home, love,” he whispered as he sealed me with a kiss. But he's fake... He told me that we are married. That we both got married because we love each other. I trusted too much because I believed that he was my husband even though I only remember a few things about him. But as the days pass and the year draws to a close, I gradually remember my past that he intended not to remind me of. He just used me...he just made me a...judgment... He also made me believe that he loved me very much but that was not the truth for the past four years. He's been in love with someone else and that's what I can't accept too much. He lied to me... I gave my trust and myself to him because I thought he was real but he wasn't. When I woke up from comatose, and after my therapy... She got me pregnant right away. We gave birth to twins but while he was missing from the mansion, he went to see his woman and that woman was legally adaptive to my children. Xenus meant it, because he was a heartless. I fell to the floor because I felt intense pain in my senses again. I've been suffering from my migraine but he didn't even know my situation. "Jhed!" I was relieved when I heard his voice and I immediately felt his presence enveloping me. He grabbed my arm but I quickly struggled. "Don't touch me!" I hissed him. "What... What happened?" he asked me worriedly. Even though I really see that I will not affect him anymore. “My love...” “Stop calling me that, Lindbergh. I'm not your love. It's Margaret," I said emphatically and he cupped my face. I hit his shoulder only for him to let me go. "Jhed, you're my love... I love you," he said and firmly kissed my senses but I hit his chest. “Stop! I don't want... I don't want to be with you anymore because I'm not you... You're not my real wife! I will still be back. I will return to where I came from...” "You... You're going to leave me, us?" How about them, our kids, Jhed?” he asked me. “Even if I wanted to include them...you know that's not possible! Because I am not their legal mother, even though I am the twins' biological mother! You are so... You are so heartless, Lindbergh... That's why stop pretending that you cared for me!” "That's not true, love..." "I'm leaving. You will take care of them. After all...the girl you love is already there," I said calmly and gathered all my strength to push her away from me. I stood up and walked towards the door. I can't be with the man who cheated on me anymore, no matter how much I love him, it's still irrelevant. He hurt me too much. "You're not going somewhere, my kitten," he said coldly and I was even more shocked when he quickly faced me. He effortlessly slung me over his shoulder and threw me on our bed. I was about to get up but he quickly passed me. My eyes widened when he tore my dress and planted a firm kiss on my lips, covering my left breast with one of his palms. My tears immediately flowed because of what I thought he would do to me. “Stop it... Stop doing this, Xenus!” I shouted and tried to move my face away from him. He ignored me. He quickly removed his necktie and tied it around both of my wrists, which were above my head. "My love... You can't go... You can't leave me like this... You know that I'm in love with you... You are mine... Mine, alone... I'm the only one...I'm the only one you should know as your husband..." he said coldly but there was tenderness in it. There is still tenderness in his voice. What he told me today was true but I tried to ignore it. "This is... Stop it, Xenus..." I warned him. He separated both my legs and because he had given me his full weight I could not move anymore. I don't have the strength to struggle anymore. "I'll get you pregnant again, my love... So that, you can't go back to your husband because you're mine..." It's a strange feeling, I feel horrible every time he speaks our language. I know that he is not very familiar with the Tagalog word. He only took his studies seriously because he wanted to be able to talk to me so that we both understand each other. "Are you... A-Are you going to rape me, Xenus?" I asked him crying because my undies didn't escape his hands. He also tore it off and rubbed his middle finger firmly against my womanhood. "No, kitten. This is love making... I can't afford to hurt you, my love...” "N-No... You can't do this..." "But you are mine... I'm so fucking in love with you..."
SYPNOSIS Shaira thought that her perfect life would never end. He thought he wouldn't cry because he was in so much pain. But he was wrong because fate was too playful and he was the one who negotiated it. She found out that her boyfriend got her twin pregnant and it was like heaven and earth fell on her because of it. Because of the pain of what happened, he wanted to run and escape the nightmare of the village, but he didn't know that when he ran, he got closer to a more terrifying nightmare that he would never be able to face for the rest of his life.. PROLOGUE Shaira Mikaella Morelio I ran out of our mansion and didn't bother to look back or even wipe the tears that were falling from my eyes. I don't know where I'm going but I don't want to stop running because I feel like it's time to stop, the more pain I feel. You wanna know what just happened? I just found out that my boyfriend got my twins pregnant!! I can't believe they will do this to me. I can't believe it. I stopped running when I felt tired. I sat on the road not minding if someone will see me like this. I just cried there and cried. My brain still can't process everything that's happening right now. "how could you!! hiccup how could you do this to me!! You said you won't hurt me! I hate you so much Dion" crying or shouting I don't care if I look like a Stupid here It's not okay I can only keep it as if I'm being stabbed again and again and I don't know how to get rid of our pain. I stopped crying when I heard a rustling, I looked around and I just realized that I was in the dark part of our village. It's so dark here and it's still quiet and no one is passing by, so the pain I was feeling earlier was replaced by nervousness. I was even more nervous when something rustled again. 'Gosh don't tell me there's a ghost here?' "W-who's that? Come out!! Don't scare me" even though I was nervous, I really tried to look brave while saying that. No one answered that's why I got more nervous. 'Why did I come here?! Gosh shaira you are really obobs!!' It rustled again, so I stopped and looked around. "Lum-get out! You're not funny!" I said more but no one was really quiet so I got more nervous. I stepped on my foot and when I was about to run, suddenly someone pulled me and covered my face. I try to move away but he is too strong and suddenly I feel poisoned. 'Sh*t what now?!' Little by little my vision got darker until I completely fell down I thought I was going to fall on the road but something hard caught me and before I completely lost consciousness I heard what he said clearly. "Sleep now mikaella" after hearing those worlds I completely lost Malay
PROLOGUE: I'm sitting on the sofa while Smiling sweetly at the Man I love the most. He's also smiling but he's not good at hiding his feelings, I can see the sadness and pain on his face and I just smile because I know to myself why he is like that. As long as possible, I will prevent the release of emotions, I would like to cry, but I can't. "Love." It called me softly and tenderly. "Hmm?" His Adam's apple went up, indicating that he was having trouble speaking. "Love, my flight is leaving later I can't leave you" I smiled before touching his cheek. "Don't be sad love just don't forget you will always remember that I love you very much and I will support you in everything" it's like my heart is being squeezed with pain. Winter how can you pretend? How can you stand it? He smiled back at me before kissing my forehead. This will be the last. We just talked and took him to the airport. "I'm gonna miss you Ethan please take care always" a drop of tears fell from my eyes as I saw how his face became pale, he looked at me in shock but I just nod and turned my back. Knowing that he is not going to work in the US but to marry the woman his parents chose for him. Yes, I know everything regarding his wedding, his mom begged me to let Ethan go for their company. It was so hard to be honest, I didn't tell him about these, I kept it a secret that I knew something, I didn't want him to blame himself It's painful but it's necessary to accept that this is all we can do. But you know what hurts me the most? I'm also destined to marry someone, Ethan and I share the same fate, I cried outside the airport, I don't care about those who see me, So sick! Why is it because of the increasing number of Pwedings when Et separates us?
Synopsis I firmly cling to the bedsheets of the bed with every in and out he does. The room we were in was so hot that it seemed to be consuming us both. "Ugh! You're so hot baby" It grunted while riding me on the back and massaging my chest, does it seem like the chest is doing what it's doing, it just continues with its relentless thrusting, I don't know how many times I trembled with pleasure. Is it the size of what he owns? "Ughhh I'm coming again" I growled and for an instance, my eyes stared at the taste. We were both panting, collapsed on the bed and recovering strength from the intense battle. I crawled in the top of the bed Then leaned myself on the pillow that was there. After a while, it also crawled towards me and then hugged me. I have to do this and swallow my delicacy. If what I'm doing is a sin, I'm ready to be consumed in the fire of hell, just to save my life. "What is your name?" I swallowed my saliva Then took a deep breath. Just for tonight, I hope someone will save me. "I'm A-a-shanti" I stammered. I saw him getting up Then took the glass with only alcohol, he gulped it down while turning his back to me and facing the glass window that goes from the floor to the ceiling. "P-please---" I swallowed the lump and cleared my throat again before I continued to talk.
The big door in front of me opened and from where I was standing I could see the man I love looking at me without emotion. I smiled even though my chest was tight. Little by little I heard a song as I slowly walked closer to the man waiting at the altar. Kiel looked at me seriously. There was no trace of satisfaction on his face. There was no sign of joy on his face, which made my heart ache. I extended my hand here but he just looked at it and went before the priest. My hand was left in the air. Bowed and slightly embarrassed. I followed in front of the priest. It started to mass. "You may now kiss the bride" I faced Kiel. It looked at me with disgust. I closed my eyes thinking he was going to kiss me on the lips but he kissed me on the cheek. "you got me being Mrs. Valerian, I'll make sure you don't get my love." He whispered. I closed my eyes when I felt physical pain in my heart. "Remember that Sam? You can't have my love cause I love someone else." he added as the crowd applauded. I shed a single tear. "it's nice to watch your tears. It's nice to watch you cry." He walked away from me after saying that and was the first to leave the church. I wiped my tears and smiled to face the people who were happy for us. My chest aches behind my smiles. I still got over the stabbing but I didn't show it. "Where is your husband going?" asked an old man innocently. I smiled here and didn't say a word. "Maybe I'm just excited," said one teasingly. I laughed even though my heart felt like it was being squeezed. It hurts! I am Samantha Alexandria Perez or should I say Samantha Alexandria Perez Valerian and I am his The Unwanted Wife.
DESCRIPTION Via Kaye is curious about her best friend's mysterious brother Dwayne Maverick La Torre. She got a chance to enter his room without a permission, to see if there's a photo of him and she's lucky because it's not locked. But she's unlucky because the man she wants to see was there, giving her a death glare. When he first looked at it, he was cold like ice! She is annoyed by his clumsiness, his scolding, and she is annoyed because he is like a child who always follows her but she doesn't care about that, she wants to know him. "Don't fall in love with me." That's the word he told her but then she falls in love with him. She can't unlove him no matter what danger comes, she can't unlove him even if she knows what his true character is.
is that really going home madi? "aimie's ask yes it's only 9 oh, can you send it to fafa madrik" rachel said. eh yes then you know that I will be scolded when I spend the night here "i said 16th birthday because it's athena. later you go home madi athena said this girl is drunk. i just got back thena, go ahead I'll be 10 soon" walking downhill. D*mm when I got to the parking lot I quickly got on and then pulled it over. While I was driving, it suddenly stopped. f*ck don't tell me I ran out of gas. When I got down and looked at it, it was true that there was no gas, how come? my phone is low bat. how can i call kuya or manong. oh. I'm here at the street, i am pretty sure that it's already 10 in the evening. and of course no one here even a taxi no one passed by. no choice I took the cp and my bag then I just hoped I could see the telephone booth and at least call because at this time the stores I pass by are closed. As I was meditating while walking I saw a black van? seriously !? At this time? hays take care I just want to go home. "ahm hi" it is anyone there? afraid to ask. the door of this van suddenly opened. finally hope to help me neto. boss look it is a girl "said the man in the black tuxedo they were all in black tuxedo seriously? what is that going to ? Suddenly the male boss they supposedly appeared and smirked at me? then he signaled to his staff that I don't know. What will they do? I would just ask for sleep I was cut off from what I was going to say when the man pulled me earlier to call the boss. well you're wrong to ask for help "he smirk this man caressed my legs, it was easy because I was just dressed fck what did I put in!? don't let me down "I shouted at them. shut it up "said their male boss it suddenly covered my mouth when I was just struggling but I couldn't because they were men. d*mn dizzy, until suddenly my vision is blurred and swallowed by darkness. I woke up in the dark part of the abandoned ??? how did i get here my feet and hands were tied. I suddenly remembered what happened earlier. d*mn I wish I had just slept in my car arghhh fck this life is my bad luck. as I struggled, a dark -skinned man with red lips and a sharp nose entered. done staring? is he ahead of him right away? embarrassingly earlier nails staring at him. I just shook my head at what he said. hmm really huh? "he's husky voice. he suddenly looked at my legs and caressed them ?? Suddenly his hand reached my buttocks and caressed it, I felt like he was holding it back. don't pls "at this point I'm crying he's scary especially when he smiles like someone is planning to find out. he left the strap on my leg and looked at the two men in black tuxedo wait? That one of them put a handkerchief in my mouth earlier !!get her" he's said as cold voice. two men took me. the pain of your drag is slow "i said. they just ignored me. I didn't know we were here I didn't know it but there was a lot of blood around. even though it was abandoned it was still painted and clean but that wall had traces of blood. i shout they just dropped me. the light suddenly turned on but it was red. don't feel sorry for me I don't want" the woman shouted ?? I sat down and saw a woman being raped by three men while the others were just looking at the woman being raped. he felt so sorry. I didn't realize that my tears were already dripping, so what will happen to me ?? no, no, no i can't. "hmm why are u crying?" don't worry you'll be next "he said. I was shaken while crying. I looked at the woman who was being raped and she was looking at me !!? you can see on his face that he is asking for my help. I want to help him but how? if we are both in this situation the pain she feels is more because of the increased number of men moving with her. ugh f*ck i'm c*mming dmn respond to my kisses " you can only hear grunts in this demonic abandoned place. I felt even more pity to see it weaken as if it were a withered vegetable. Who isn't? With so many rapes from her..
I have a dream ..A weird dream to be exact. Selene!"I stopped walking when I heard my name. I quickly turned away from the habit of calling me.it's you ..." I exclaimed when I saw a man with a familiar face. It smiled at me sweetly. "Selene .. please .." what? My forehead furrowed as it slowly approached me. "Please, suck my blood." I was stunned by what he said and could not react immediately. What? *Kringg!**Kringg* Sounds of alarm clock. I took a long breath as I got out of bed. I stared blankly at the white wall. A dream ...?" I whispered to myself. I looked around before my hand landed on my forehead. I'm still in the room so that means, it's just a dream ...when will that dream stop?" Selene, your mouth." I was surprised to realize that I wasn't the only one in my room. From the shocked face it was replaced by astonishment.Wtf? Sister why are you here in my room again?" I asked him in surprise. He looked at me seriously before turning and closing the book he was holding. I just want to borrow your book, that's all. "He said while still sitting on the floor. I sighed. She's my sister, Vera Laurent. Second oldest of our siblings. If you get it, can you come out of my room?" I asked him. Her left eyebrow rose quickly, "Seriously? Is that how you treat your sister?" Its a serious question. I was about to answer him with “yes” when I suddenly noticed his iris or middle eye turning red.I was swallowed by saliva because of that. N-no, what I mean is ..." Sh*t.What?" Can you give me space first to think about my dream?" I was a little nervous about the question.D*mn. It's really different when you're the youngest. "Oh." With a twinkle in its eye, it immediately returned to its former color. Are you still dreaming of that?" sister asked me.I nodded quickly at him causing his mouth to open slightly and nod as well. Actually, I noticed that earlier." He said before looking again at the book he was holding.How?" I wondered. He raised his index finger and pointed to his eyes.Because the color of your eyes turned red." I was stunned by what it said. What ?!" I exclaimed before rushing to go to the mirror and look into my eyes.The f*ck ?!" "Your mouth." Sister Vera scolded me, but I ignored her. Just really when I dream of that man again, my eyes suddenly become like this. "What should I do, sister?" I asked incredulously..
hi I'm Maxine Monteverde 19 years old. I am married to Khalix Montenegro 23 years old but it was just to arrange marriage for khalix's company, because his company requires daddy to invest in his company and in return he will marry me to khalix, daddy forced me to do that because he wanted to I really like him. I have two friends, they know about khalix and me. Fiona Sebastian 19 years old. Dion/Dianna Donovan 19 years old. (Gay) Aren't you going to eat? "I asked khalix. I'm not hungry" he answered coldly. I just nodded and continued eating. While I was eating, the door suddenly opened Good morning nanny minda "I greet our assistant. Good morning, oh khalix why aren't you eating? Do you want a dish? I'll cook "he said and looked at khalix. I don't want to eat" he replied and stood up "Maxine don't be late" when he threatened and he finally left. I just sighed. It's okay for Maxine to eat like that, "she said. I checked the time and it was 6:27 in the morning at 7 o'clock. I stood up and said "nanny it's late, I'm leaving" I said and took my bag from the sofa "be careful" I shouted and quickly left the house. The steering wheel is working and my car is damaged. [School] Max !! ”shouted my two friends. I stopped walking first. "Why?" I asked. The faster you walk "Fiona said breathlessly. So why is that? "I asked again. There will be a new student later, pogi "replied Dianna/Dion and screamed. I just nodded and walked again. two followed me..
Blue, be careful there hah! 'Don't be fooled there! There are many more cheaters there! "Drek said. He just raised his hand then said goodbye to it and walked back to them. As he walked home to them, he thought about what life would be like for them in Manila. He knows how dangerous you are there, especially since there are so many crimes happening there. He also doesn't know the thinking of the people there and I just hope that their life in Manila will be good. He also wondered what would happen to Edoy here. I just really hope they don’t make a fool of themselves. They will really upset him. Soon he reached them as well. When he entered he saw his father taking care of the papers. He sat down next to it and looked at what it was. While looking at what his father was doing he suddenly asked. "Have you talked to your friends yet?" His father asked, which he answered immediately. "Yes Dad. And I know they already know what they're going to do while I'm not here." He asks in response. He nodded and continued what he was doing. And because he didn't want to disturb his father, he got up and said goodbye to him and then he went to his room. He will even fix his things. They are already here at the bus station and just waiting for the next bus to Manila that will be their vehicle. He turned his attention to people who also seemed to be going to Manila. Maybe, they are also going to work and he can say that there are a lot of them too. Later, they also boarded the bus. He and his father are placed in the middle. He stood there by the window while he was next to his father. When they sat down, his father turned to look at him and then asked. "You'd better go to sleep first, it's a few hours before we get to Manila." His father's manners. "I'm fine dad. I'll just take a nap if I feel sleepy." He promised. His father did not force him so they both kept quiet and waited for the bus to start. He just looked out of the bus. They waited only a few minutes before the bus started moving. While on the trip he could not help feeling drowsy so he leaned his head on his father's shoulder then he closed his eyes and in a few seconds he was completely swallowed by darkness..
Hello! My name is Arianne Zia Dizon, 16 years old. Grade 11. Clever Kind Beautiful They say hihi and mainly grew up hard in life. I have a talent for singing and dancing especially in acting. But my classmates don't know that now because I'm a transfer student. I have a brother whose name is Airenio Zeon Dizon. 18 years old. He stopped studying because of the hardships of life because he wanted to help mama and papa. I have another third sibling. He is Airone Zyler Dizon. 8 years old. "Yes ma" I replied "Sister, do you want to go with me?" My youngest brother asked. "Asusss, you just want to eat chicken joy eh" older brother teased Zyler causing him to frown. "Don't get upset there, let's come together" I promised. Suddenly his face lit up. Haha even when our youngest is really very greedy. "Yeheey! Thank you ate" Zyler happily thanked "Did you eat that brother?" I will ask. "I'm done Zia. You're not done yet, the one there is done Yan." My older brother taught Zyler "Oh don't pick up Zyler brother maybe later you two will fight again" I rebuked him and went immediately to the kitchen. Zyler Sakin followed. "Son, don't get too tired at work, you don't have to be a working student just to finance your studies, it's your dad's obligation to us" Mama said while putting food on my plate. "Mama, that's why, ma, don't worry about me, I'm happy with what I'm doing Because I can help, I'm big ma" I answered and smiled at him. "Oh okay, but when you're tired, take a break, he came. Your dad came last night. I didn't wake you up. Because I know you're tired." Mom promised so I smiled "Really! Dad is here? Where is he now?" I asked mama excitedly "There oh" mama pointed behind me so I immediately turned around. "How are you son? Maiden ahh, I haven't been home for only three months. You look even more beautiful, my son, you really inherited from your mother and of course to me too, I did it" proudly said papa "I'm okay papa, this, I missed you" I replied while hugging him. "Oh youngest why are you upset Dyan, come here, it's jealous right away" dad called to Zyler. Haha this is really Zyler who is still making papa babysit even an 8 year old man hihi. "Are you dating my son? I'm sure there is hahaha" papa asked while laughing out loud "Papa, there's nothing, eh" I replied shyly. Actually there really isn't. I'm just embarrassed hihi. So I let go of my hug with papa "By the way, what did your mother tell me that you were a working student?" Papa asked
Don't insist on things that are impossible in the beginning because you are the only one who will be hurt in the end. My name is Alexes Sandria Viera. Slim body, tall, cute and sexy..Almost perfect beauty. Kenny Mendoza tall dark and handsome. He is my boyfriend. I'm here now in the secret garden that kenny and I always go to, we actually named it secret garden because here we meet secretly with my parents because they forbid me to have a boyfriend because my child is still young..I am 13y/o and he is 16y /o. Kenny ... Bhaby, I'm sorry I'm late because I just finished my exams..What can we talk about, he said happily. Me ... Kenny lets end this..Break na ta yo..I said while bowing I can't look straight into his eyes and maybe I can't say what my parents want me to do. Kenny ..... No Alexes I won't let you love me so much and hug me. Me ... I don't love you Kenny I answered you because I want to keep up with my friends who already have jowas. But I don't really love you I used you to make me famous in this school that the heart Rob king is my boyfriend. I saw it get dark his face I could feel the pain and agony he was feeling. Kenny .... Dam you Alexes I loved you so much but you were just fooling me. It screamed. The pain hurts when you did this to me. Do you know that you are the first woman I loved. I will never forget it, he said At the same time, he looked at me badly and left. At the same time, he turned his back, tears were pouring in my eyes and I was crying without sound. I sat down on the grass and hugged my knees and cried as if I want it to disappear so I can't feel the pain I'm feeling now. I'm so sorry Kenny I love you more than my life but I have to do it..
Zhara Fei Lim, a gorgeous 17-years old girl with a carefree life, loves modeling which is her current career, she's a daddy's girl, and mostly called as ms.perfect. Tyler Miller ll a 19-years old hunk, he's independently living alone away from his manipulative dad, he loves freedom too, he's also a model and also called as mr. heartthrob. Unexpectedly, their paths meet. They both fall in love with each other. Deeply. In the middle of their sweet romance, there are unexpected events that change the lives of the two ---- especially Zhara. He was forced to follow his mother's wishes for his personal dreams even against his will. And this is to marry her to another man, what's worse is that she can only marry as old as her daddy. He is also unaware that this is also the father of the one he loves. In just one snap her life turns upside down. She lost everything she had her sweet boyfriend, her mother's facade, her loving father's presence and also her freedom.
I don't know how on earth .. I also don't know why I'm in this position. I just committed suicide because of the atrocities in life. But what is it? I was given a life I never asked for. I get close to people. I had friends, siblings, and parents who loved me. I took advantage of what I know and lead everyone I love to happiness. I hope everything is fine, in case someone misses. And still really there with the most important person. "You really are something." She said while wearing a small smile on her lips. No, I can't love this man! And he can't love me! This is not what's supposed to happen! I'm not the one for him. Nor should he treat me like this. He is supposed to hate me not love me. "Stay away from me! You cold freak!" I shout. But whatever else I say. And whatever else I do to keep him away from me, I know that’s not what I want. I bet my life in that two months. The first time I met him, I don't really like him. But spending two months with that asshole made me realize many things including his different sides and the things that no one knows about him. Damn! This is too much! I need to get away from him or else I won't be able at all. I'm not the one he should love. Because I don't deserve him ...